Dear Megan, I miss you so much! As does everyone else. Why i am writing this on here I don't know. It just feels right, comforting. With you being gone, it changed A LOT of things in our family. Like, feelings have changes, the house has changed itsself to. Because when I look around the house, I see pictures of you, but i dont see YOU. And thats all i want right now is to see your loving, kind, beautiful face. When i look at my self in the meirror, I see you in my face. I have your eyebrows, your freckles, your laugh even. Sometimes I dont want to be aroung family, because i feel that if i am someone might see that in me to. And i dont want anyone to cry. I think that later in life, you could have done something bigger than just Mercy Home Care. And I'm going to do that bigger thing. I want to be a OB/GYN. (If i did that right, I'm not sure.) Then move on and do something even bigger. A bigger accomplishment. I hope our family supports me. I know Mom thinks i can do it. She thinks we can do anything we want in life, but thats a mom thing. I just want you home, to stop the break downs that i have from happening. I wish life had a re-winde button. So we could fix those last couple moments that changed our lifes forever. I just want my bestfriend back. Love you and miss you. <3 Your little Sister, Michaela August 12, 2011 10:35 am